Brad G. – worked together 5 times a year for 5 years

As I took some time this week to myself in between my meetings and busy schedule, I thought about our 5.5 year (client) relationship. Here are the thoughts I had. When I was in Portugal in May of 2019, I experienced a version of Tantra for the first time. When I returned home from the trip, I realized I was curious about learning more. Then I met you! I had been watching your website for a month before but was scared to pull the trigger. Portugal gave me the courage to reach out to you. 

When I came to you, I was a wounded little boy inside of a grown man’s body. My wounds were bleeding all over the place and it was one of the darkest times of my life. I was a bird whose feathers had been clipped and this bird could no longer fly. I was devastated, demoralized, abused, and my spirit had been destroyed. My soul was wounded, and my flesh was rotting. I was a mess. And there you were to greet me and treat me like a king, and love me, and teach me, and care for me. Most people in my life to that point had chewed me up and spit me out, taking me down a darker path than I had ever been down or wanted to go down. 

Our sessions for me were a struggle, scared to trust you, scared that Tantra was safe and the right direction for me, and scared to do anything good for myself. I can only imagine that they were probably tough for you as well dealing with my stuff. And Yet, you continued to shower me with Love!!! You helped me open up, you taught me how to live, you encouraged me, you watched me struggle, you held space for my pain, you comforted me when I felt life sucked. 

And then Covid came!!! FUCK!!! You really got to see me struggle. I was sure by then my marriage was over, and somehow neither Annie nor I were ready to pull that trigger. Covid cleared Thank God, and life resumed to normal, but it wasn’t normal. I remember my struggle with the times, and your kind listening ear, and wonderful wisdom helping me put life into reality. Something I knew nothing about.

I often questioned whether I should continue to see you or not, but I knew my higher power continued to lead me back to you as we were not finished with our work and fun!!! You taught me how to have fun!

You taught me how to enjoy an orgasm! OMG!!! They are amazing these days by myself and with others. As the healing continued my wounds scabbed over and started to be non-existent. The wings that had been clipped started to grow back. This wounded man started to recognize his little boy. This demoralized bird started to fly again and learned to love himself. This story is beautiful! And you have been a huge part of it. 

And then the Paint Set!!! Enough Said!!! (Side note: I gave him my paint set to tune into his inner child)

I don’t know if you notice that I always call you beautiful? I do this because you are one of the most beautiful people I know on the Inside and Outside!!! Your life’s is amazin!!! I cannot put into words the help you have given me, love you have showed me, and divine grace you have displayed towards me. 

What I realized today, is you were placed in my life to help me heal, grow, and prepare me for the day my divorce would come. I love the man I am today! And you had a major part in helping me find HIM/ME! 

Feel free to share this with whoever you see fit. Please do not stop being you! You have a gift! Keep using it to impact others, as you have done for me! You are truly Beautiful!